Archive for August, 2008

Realities

Monday, August 25th, 2008

Helena and I took a day trip to San Luis, the oldest town in Colorado. Besides the oldest grocery store, a good Mexican restaurant, and historic church, there is a trail up a steep hillside with bronze statues depicting the 15 Stations of the Cross. As we trudged up the hillside we grappled with various realities concerning Jesus: whether he suffered, as the dramatic story maintains; whether he had children with Mary Magdalene who became subject of the Davinci Code;or, according to Bringers of the Dawn there never even was an individual who was the Christed One, but many, so the entire human drama is a great distraction from the message.

From scripture studies while a Benedictine Sister, Helena noted there was no record of anyone being nailed to a cross at that time. The standard crucifixion involved tying someone to the cross. But the Urantia Book supports the Biblical story. And the Rosicrucians published a book with the story that Jesus was an Essene, not a Jew, never died on a cross, but ended up traveling and teaching in Egypt.

So the question we pondered as we read each bronze plaque with life-size bronze figures at the stations on the way to Mt. Golgotha, concerned what reality actually happened? Helena asked several times what would be the purpose in constructing the story we were observing? It certainly distorts the teaching of how to have a direct relationship with the Father in Paradise, resulting in more figures, like Our Lady of Guadalupe (a.k.a. Mother Mary) becoming the focus. Helena said that Mother Mary is prayed to because as the mother of Jesus, surely he will intercede for penitents. And Jesus suffering for the sins of others becomes the main message.

Using my dousing techniques throughout much of the journey up and back I consistently got a reading that agrees with the Pleiadians from Bringers of the Dawn that the entire drama of crucifixion was a created, or holographic reality. Very real. But constructed by alien technologies, just as the Pleiadians claim many of the Biblical events were holographic. Like the holodeck on Star Trek, people can encounter characters and participate in these constructs and be hard pressed to discern them from standard third dimensional reality.

(Pleiadian discernment strategy involves paying attention to how events feel. When I’ve encountered holographic beings I begin to feel irritated, leading to anger without reasonable cause.)

As we neared the bottom of this Mt. Golgotha, we rested on one of the stone benches graciously constructed by the Knights of Columbus. I said, “isn’t it interesting how we walked up the hill into this holographic reality with all its pathos and tragic drama, and now have walked back out of it. Retracing our steps past each significant station of the cross has deconstructed the entire holographic reality so that now it never happened.”

Helena just gave me a long look, nodded agreement, and then gazing out across the edge of town, commented on how many shades of green there were in the fields of alfalfa, native grass, trees, bushes and manicured lawns.  “Yeah. This reality feels good,” I thought to myself.

Ohm Shante,

Gary

Don’t Read This!

Thursday, August 21st, 2008

Unless you are willing to consider the possibility of a fallible deity. We assume everything is God, therefore all the craziness we observe is also God. As above, so below. As below, so above.

Like most folks who’ve been working to make things better here, we have experienced lots of resistance. From the human level as well as non-physical realms. Nearly every day there’s been something new and things we’ve done to prevent, resolve, and find solution usually are largely unsuccessful long term. This post isn’t about forces aligned against change, but something we participated in that might have been effective.

W have been clearing attacks and intrusions daily. Dark entity hosts here, nature spirits, ghosts and a whole new kind of ET that a friend of Helena mentioned. So we mused about the possibility of a final solution, once again. Helena said there is one but she doesn’t know what it is. So I began tracking on that and this is what came up:

·   The problem is conceptual, therefore so is the solution. “God is flaming lunatic,” is what immediately came up and found resonance.

·   We see things oppositionally, therefore there is opposition. But we aren’t the originators of that thought. God is. Therefore the solution is at god level. We cannot remove ourselves from this problem of oppositionallity.

·   There is a god level delusion operating. Not illution. Illusion doesn’t affect reality. By definition it is not reality. But holograms are reality, constructed ones, different from normal reality. Then there is delusion, which is a reality that is lunatic.

·   The delusion exists in the collective consciousness that is paranoid–based on the fear that everyone is out to get me. For us it means others see us as dangerous to them and interfere, sabotage and attack us.

·   It looks to me like a folding back of the fabric of creation on itself, so that the flow feeds back against itself, creating the delusion of opposition. Like floating downstream and meeting others floating downstream to meet us, it appear like confrontation.

That means the solution would be cosmic, involving all the creator sons, like Christ Michael, Paradise Father, Divine Source, but mostly the Holy Spirit because she is the creation. My visual was that the fabric of creation needed to be stretched and shaken until the fold is removed. I couldn’t access all the requisite elements. But Helena can–of course!

 

Helena got the picture and gathered up all the requisite parties while I played with Max. For at least 5 minutes Helena sat in silence. Then she took a deep breath and announced it was finished. Pressed for detail she said they formed a large circle, took hold of creation at the edges and stretched. Like stretching a hide for a drum there is a point at which if let go, just before it tears, the memory of the folds will not return. Then they were done.

Now my read is that the paranoid delusion no longer exists. Others do not perceive us as dangerous to them. I said do you think it could be that easy? Helena said it was simple but not easy. The difficult part was gathering up all the necessary parties and getting them to participate. Afterward she felt cold and exhausted.

In the three days hence we have not met with any of the previous levels of resistance to what we do, just because we show up, or do our work, or exist as identifiable consciousnesses who are not subject to some form of control.

I think that’s a record! Worth Olympic gold!

Let us know if you have any perception of a shift in the cosmic weave. Or not.

I guess this means that God isn’t lunatic anymore. But that may not apply to thee and we, does it?

Gary

Rocky Mountain Hi!

Saturday, August 16th, 2008

Summer in the Rockies has been a blessing of raw beauty in scenic mountain views and weather much more comfortable than most of the country. Though I get a little light headed in the high elevation of 9000+feet, I still prefer here to 100 degree temperatures.

This morning was cool and rainy and I actually took a few hours to stretch out and read several chapters of Gary’s upcoming book. After about an hour I began to feel full and satisified and was reminded of the importance of refueling and reacharging myself. I too, get caught up in making sure the laundry is done, well maybe every few weeks! And making sure we have plenty of fresh vegtables and whatever else the local place we are has to offer. Always so much to do, do, do and not always enough time and attention to just be! Unless, of course, I listen to my inner yearnings and take time to pay attention and just…BE. A dear friend emailed me to say she is spending a lot of time right now in her hammock, doing nothing, just being. Wow, I really smiled and felt a lightness in her hammock experience.

So back to the doing business! I have almost finished my first draft of “Ten things to transform your life” (present working title). This is my first endevour at writing a real nuts and bolts book and I must say the journey has been much different than my expectation. I get amazed at the volume of ideas running around in my head, and when it comes time to put them in written form so someone else can read and benefit from them, ah, there is the real test and task. My world is so much in the conceptual realm with visions and just plain knowing, sensing and feeling my world in my physical and emotional bodies, the task of translating that into words and descriptions is, at times, quite the challange. It is a challange I embrace for it is a processing of grounding and expressing with which I am unfamiliar. I will keep you posted with my progress and may even ask a few of you to read the initial draft and give me much welcomed feedback.

Blessings,

Helena

Back again

Tuesday, August 12th, 2008

If you’ve been monitoring our websites and news, you will have noticed some changes. We needed to change to a different ISP, which took some research and 10x more time than reasonable, but now it’s done. What’s been lost is the old wordpress news. If I can find it, I will repost. Otherwise, when I learn how, there will be a number of new items for the store that will be downloadable.

We have been in Colorado for most of the Summer, even hosting a campground for a month–until it got to be way to much work!

The IRS has been examining Springs Foundation after beginning to audit Helena, so our plans have been on hold. We were scheduled to give a presentation in Gillette, Wyoming last month, but had to cancel in order to meet with the IRS. Will write more about this when we get results back from them.

Meanwhile, we’ve been enjoying the high country, continuing to work on book manuscripts and other projects, as well as working with individual clients by phone.

Gary